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City lights
pass me by
There's no rights
to what you feel inside

Hope, faith, love
seem to morph
Into doubt and pain
turning sun into rain

But don't give up
don't give in
Fight till there's
no strength within

Be yourself
and you'll see
The cloud's emerge
into bright melodies.

blah.

SUMMER is finally here :) I've been looking forward to this for months and now that it's here i don't know what to do. sighhh. don't you hate it when this happens.
i guess what ill be doing most of the summer is writing . whether is music or here that's pretty much all i will do...
oh and find a job. I'm actually excited for that :)
but anyways, life is so so boring right now.

except for the part that...
I WILL BE ATTENDING THE MMVAS !:D

yes yes exciting .
and in July ill be meeting some cool people :)

other than that..
life's pretty boring.

i hope I'll have the courage to start putting some videos up on YouTube.
hopefully, ill get to that soon.

don't know where I'm getting with this blog, but i guess it's just an update in case your reading.
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Communication

Sometimes it's hard for me to know what i want so what makes you think i know what you want.

I don't understand why people think I'm some kind of mind reader or something.
i experience situations like these every day.
they frustrate me.

why can't you talk to me about it? we can probably work it out.
instead you choose to ignore me and leave everything broken and people hurting.

why do people do this?
i really don't comprehend this because i think it is easier to talk out your problem then leave them bottled up.
i try to talk out my problems with others when i have them but sometimes the other doesn't cooperate so I'm left talking to a wall, alone.


this always messes up my day.
not very lovely.

but on a brighter note, school is over.

what a relief..