Let Go ?

I'm cying out for you
every night without thought
you seem to haunt my dreams
and squeeze your way in them
i try to erase you from my mind
but you're impossible to erase
i see your face
as beautiful as ever
your smile that melts my heart
your soft touch
that gives me butterflies
your sweet melody of words
are sung with much grace
i could smell you from
a thousand miles away
that lovely vanilla scent
i can't seem to let you go
it was so easy for you
why can't it be the same for me ?
why do you insist on making my heart ache ?
do you find some type of pleasure in this ?
i have to let go of you....